Words poured from the woman’s heart like a broken water main. I waited for her to catch her breath so I could interject my thoughts over the phone.
Finally, a pregnant pause followed by her whimper. “Are you still there?”
“I’m here,” I assured her. “I’m just listening.”
Lately, I feel like that woman. I’m venting to the Lord, but He’s not saying anything. Lord, are you still there?
I imagine the Lord would speak more often if I’d be still and listen. And yet, there are times when I hold my tongue.
Desperate for wisdom or direction, I wait for the Holy Spirit to speak to me through scripture. Or I long for the joy and satisfaction of His fellowship.
Only, sometimes God appears silent.
The longer He’s silent, the more I feel estranged from the One I’ve come to love and depend upon.
I plead like David, “Don’t toss me aside, banished forever from your presence. Don’t take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me again the joy of your salvation….” (Psalm 51:11-12)
So I remind myself to believe God and trust He is with me even in the deafening silence.
“Faith is especially required in times of silence as we wait for the intimacy of God.”
That’s what my mentor and friend, Loretta, told me years ago when she felt “God was silent and in the wings.”
Which is why Ephesians 6:13 tells us to “use every piece of God’s armor to resist the enemy whenever he attacks….But to do this, you will need the—
ü Strong belt of truth
ü Breastplate of righteousness
ü Shoes able to speed you on as you preach the Gospel.
ü Shield of Faith to extinguish the flaming arrows of the evil one.
ü Helmet of salvation
ü Sword of the Spirit—which is the Word of God.
Putting on the armor of God is a daily task like brushing our teeth because the enemy doesn’t retreat. He knows my Achilles heel, the weakest spot to attack my faith.
When God appears silent or like He’s “watching from a distance,” Satan shoots flaming arrows aimed at my limited understanding to make me doubt—
God’s love. God’s mercy. God’s presence.
The SHIELD OF FAITH is my best defense.
Faith STOPS the fiery arrows from hitting their mark because “faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” (Hebrews 11:1)
Faith enables me to believe God is present even when He Appears Silent.
Just now, my cell phone rings, interrupting the silence as I finish this blog. The voice coming through the receiver is a sister in Christ who lives in South Dakota. We haven’t spoken with each other in a year.
My skin tingles. This is a Divine Appointment. God’s perfect timing.
He knows I need a word of encouragement, so He sends a friend I’m least expecting to talk with me.
And while we’re on the phone, the Lord enters our midst and makes Himself known.
Faith extinguishes the doubts as we pray to the Glorious One who always listens—even when He appears silent.
How do you respond when God appears silent?