OUCH is not the best word to define my PAIN last weekend.
With a bucket of sunflower seeds in my hand, I was walking up the slope of my backyard towards the bird feeder when a wasp flew between my left foot and the flip flop I was wearing.
My foot came down on the wasp, and his stinger went into the arch of my foot.
I’ve never been stung by a wasp. So despite my previous blog about fear, I have never feared wasps. Now I have a healthy respect for the venom in their sting.
I tried many remedies: baking soda, apple cider vinegar, soaking my foot in lavender water, but my foot would not be comforted. Sharp, prickling pain radiated throughout my whole foot.
But what I learned from the circumstance is not …”avoid wasps.”
My lesson was the impact physical pain has on my mental welfare. (And I have a HIGH pain tolerance)
Weary of the pain, I took a Tylenol and went to bed, hoping a nap would help me escape. When I woke up, my foot still pulsated and I could not put weight on my foot.
I gave up the idea of yard work, but no leisure activity could distract me from the pain.
All I could think about was… the pain.
Like a prima donna, pain took center stage, nagged me throughout the weekend, refused to be ignored.
So tell me, how do people live with chronic pain?
How does someone get up each morning knowing nothing has changed, and perhaps never will?
I knew my foot would improve. I just had to rest, and be patient especially when the next day came and my foot still throbbed.
But a wasp sting is nothing compared to the chronic pain resulting from surgery, back problems, or side effects of chemotherapy.
PAIN also describes grief which can incapacitate someone.
Revelations 21:4 offers hope. “He (GOD) shall wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more; neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain…”
But until that future day comes, this blogger wants to know….
- How do you endure chronic pain?
- How do you find emotional strength to carry on?
- How do you rest in God’s promises in the midst of battle fatigue?
Do you know?